The Face in the Mirror

Daniel wiped the steam from the bathroom mirror with the heel of his hand, revealing his reflection bit by bit. Tired eyes, stubble shadowing his jaw, the faint lines of a man pushing forty. Same as always. He forced a smile, but the man staring back didn’t return it immediately. There was a lag, a fraction of a second where the reflection’s lips remained straight, neutral, before curving up in mimicry. Daniel blinked hard, shook his head. ‘Long day,’ he muttered to himself, the words echoing off the tiled walls.

The apartment was quiet as he padded into the kitchenette, the linoleum cool under his feet. He poured coffee from the pot he’d set to brew before his shower, the rich aroma filling the small space. Routine. That’s what kept him grounded these days. Work at the call center had been grinding him down—endless complaints, scripted responses, the hum of fluorescent lights—but it paid the rent on this one-bedroom in the city’s underbelly. No wife, no kids, just him and the TV for company most nights.

As he sipped his coffee, staring out the grimy window at the alley below, a flicker of something tugged at the edge of his mind. A woman laughing, a child’s hand in his. He frowned, setting the mug down. Childhood memories, maybe? No, those were bleak: a single mom who worked doubles, empty fridge, schoolyard taunts. He pushed it away, grabbed his keys, and headed out for another shift.

At the office, the lag haunted him. During a break, he checked his reflection in the bathroom mirror there. Again, the delay. Subtle, but unmistakable. His heart quickened. Stress, he told himself. The recent performance review hadn’t gone well; whispers of layoffs circulated like smoke. He splashed water on his face and returned to his cubicle, fingers flying over the keyboard.

That night, back home, he avoided the bathroom mirror. Instead, he microwaved leftovers and flipped on the news. Stories of tragedy, missing persons, the usual despair. As he ate, the memory flickered again—stronger this time. A picnic in the park, his wife Sarah’s auburn hair catching the sun, little Tommy chasing a frisbee. Daniel froze, fork midway to his mouth. He had no wife. No son. What the hell?

Sleep didn’t come easy. Dreams fragmented: screams, shattering glass, blood on his hands. He woke sweating, the clock glowing 3:17 AM. Thirsty, he stumbled to the kitchen, but paused at the bathroom door. Against his better judgment, he flicked on the light and faced the mirror.

The reflection smiled. Fully, warmly, before Daniel had even parted his lips.

‘What the—’ He stepped back, heart pounding. The reflection mouthed words silently: ‘Remember.’ Daniel reached out, touched the glass. Cold, solid. Nothing.

The next days blurred into obsession. He called in sick, then didn’t call at all. The apartment became his world. He studied the mirror relentlessly. The lag grew. Now, the reflection moved independently at times—tilting its head when he didn’t, eyes darting to corners he ignored. And the voice—whispered at first, then clearer.

‘They’re gone because of you.’

Daniel clutched the sink. ‘Who? What are you talking about?’

‘You know. Sarah. Tommy. The crash.’

Images assaulted him: a family car, rainy night, his hands gripping the wheel too tight, rage boiling from an argument. Swerving, the impact, twisted metal. But those weren’t his memories. He had no family. He’d always been alone.

He scoured the apartment for clues. Old photo albums? None. His wallet held ID: Daniel Reese, 38, address matching. No wedding ring mark, no kids’ drawings taped to the fridge. Delusion, he decided. Stress-induced hallucination. He needed help.

The free clinic therapist, Dr. Ellis, listened with a neutral expression. ‘Mirrors can symbolize self-perception, Mr. Reese. Have you experienced loss recently?’

‘No,’ Daniel snapped. ‘Just work. Layoffs looming.’

Dr. Ellis nodded. ‘And these memories of a family?’

‘Not mine. The reflection’s pushing them on me.’

‘Schizophrenia? Dissociation? We’ll schedule tests.’

Daniel left fuming. Back home, the reflection waited, more vivid. ‘Don’t trust them. They lie. You killed us.’

‘I didn’t!’ he shouted, pounding the sink. ‘You’re not real!’

But doubt gnawed. Nights bled into days. He stopped eating properly, shadows under his eyes deepening to match the reflection’s accusing gaze. The voice wove tales: happy marriage strained by his paranoia, suspicions of Sarah’s affair, the fateful drive. ‘You snapped. Ran them off the road.’

Daniel wept, curling on the bathroom floor. Was this guilt? Buried trauma? His childhood had been empty, but maybe he’d blocked a whole life.

One evening, desperation peaked. He googled the names. Nothing. Varied spellings—Sara, Tomas—no hits tying to him. ‘See?’ he told the mirror triumphantly. ‘Lies!’

The reflection’s eyes filled with tears that didn’t fall on his side. ‘Search deeper. Your name. Crash. Eight years ago.’

Fingers trembling, he typed: ‘Daniel Reese car crash family.’

The screen loaded. Top result: Local news archive. ‘Tragic Family Annihilation: Man Kills Wife and Son in Paranoid Rage, Flees Scene.’ Photo: mangled SUV. Inset: smiling family portrait. Sarah, auburn hair. Tommy, gap-toothed grin. And him—younger, wild-eyed.

Daniel recoiled. ‘Photoshopped. Fake.’

But details matched: the argument over imagined infidelity, the rain-slicked highway. He read on. Captured days later, rambling about ‘imposters everywhere.’ Insanity plea. Committed to state psych hospital. Served time in forensic ward, released on good behavior two years ago.

Released? The apartment… the call center…

Pieces shifted. The ‘layoff’—parole hearing denied. The ‘office’—group therapy room. Colleagues—fellow patients. Dr. Ellis—his psychiatrist.

‘No,’ he whispered. ‘This is my life.’

The reflection laughed softly. ‘Your life ended that night. This is the echo. Guilt’s prison.’

Panic surged. He had to get out, prove it real. Grabbed keys, bolted for the door. Fumbled the lock, yanked it open.

Not the dingy hallway. A sterile corridor, white walls, fluorescent buzz. A nurse turned, startled. ‘Mr. Reese? You’re not supposed to leave your room.’

Orderlies approached, voices calm. ‘Easy, Daniel. Back to bed.’

He spun, apartment door slamming shut behind—no, it was a reinforced psych door, observation window.

The mirror on the wall showed only him now. Hollow eyes, no lag. Just a broken man, finally seeing himself.

As they led him away, the weight settled. Sarah’s laugh echoed faintly, Tommy’s hand slipped from his. Not memories fabricated by madness, but truths long denied. The crash, the blood, the voices that weren’t reflections but his fractured conscience.

In the quiet of the ward, Daniel closed his eyes. No more mirrors. No more lies. Just the unrelenting truth.

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